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[08 Dec 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Woot, I got my acceptance letter from Georgetown. Hopefully coach hasn't forgotten about me. I'm kinda worried b/c I havent heard from him in a while.
It's weird because Georgetown wasn't high up on my list of colleges, but when I read the letter I think it finally sunk in that I'm a Senior. Now it's actually sinking in that I won't be back next year and school is halfway over! Ahhh, I feel weird b/c everyone else is like hell yeah... done with High School and I'm like oh shit what now!? Hopefully everyone else is hiding their nervousness. Oh then we got the letter from the office telling us to come check the spelling of our names for our diploma and I was like omg I will be graduating in May!!!
Lol I know I'm a loser and don't take this the wrong way b/c I really do DESPISE Manual, but I guess it's so bitter sweet it's hard to take in.

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[03 Dec 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

You Are Most Like Maureen!
You Are Most Like Maureen! You are a wild and crazy
person who loves to have fun. You love to flirt
and have a good time, yet is serious when you
need to be. Even though people might think you
have no morals, you really do. The people in
your life mean everything to you. You love life
and live it to the fullest.

...This semester needs to end right now. I was doing so well and now I'm losing it : (. I see a common factor that contributes to this... hmmm

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[09 Nov 2005|08:48pm]
Sooo I know everyone has been going crazy b/c I haven't updated, lol.
Anways my laptop basically internally combusted and I just got my new one all put together and whatnot. The weekend sucked big time and I think I just lost a friend because he got too attached and it got weird. I hate boys : (
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[12 Oct 2005|09:45pm]
I've grown pretty fond of this song... I can relate

Remember when I said the next time would be the last time?
That time came this mornin' when you came in
You always had a line to change my mind
So I guess you thought I'd just let you break my heart again

I don't want to stop lovin' you...but I will
I don't like wakin' up alone...but I will
You're the only one who can make my heart stand still
I don't want to let you go...but I will

I could write a book on the innocent looks you're giving me
You've got one for every story you tell
I've seen it all and I'm not gonna fall
For those make believe tears
So, darlin' I will try to make it clear

(Repeat chorus)

You're the only one who can make my heart stand still
I don't want to let you go...but I will


The 10-11 year olds on jeopardy didn't know who she was when they showed a picture! Ahhhh! How do you not know Madonna? I would have dominated those 6th graders.
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[12 Oct 2005|09:09pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Ok Ball State and SLU, I sent you my video and shit a week ago. What's your deal! I also e-mailed Georgetown's coach, who I think is technologically illiterate however oh and Butlers and they haven't gotten back to me. I'm scared I might have to give up softball. I would either feel excited about trying new things or really depressed b/c that has been my whole life. Damnit I wan't to go to Ball State (pouty lips). Actually I just want to get this decision making and application shit out of the way before I grow anymore mosnters on my face!
Anyways let me just explain to you how much of a hippie my English teacher is already and he's still in his early 30's (if that). We're going to The Twelfth Night: a play by Shakespeare and he decided we need to hang out before-hand... well I closed the e-mail, but it was like "let's make it more of an 'occasion' b/c I've made reservations at a nearby resteraunt so bring some money and a book/poem. It's all raw" Please explain to me why we need reading material and what "It's all raw" means.
Oh one last thing about the college shit. Who the hell would write a good reccomendation for me, I'm not a bad kid I swear.. especially not in school! But apparently Foster will only do it if he had us last year, what kind of crap is that.. and I don't know how much I trust other teachers.

Anyways I'm done with my rambling
News of the week: Rory is dating a black girl... gasp!

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Yay for college [09 Oct 2005|08:23pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Georgetown was so much fun : ) I stayed with the softball team and roomed with the pitcher... they are 10 times crazier than Manual was... which is amazing. But they're serious on the field so that's good. They're a pretty solid team but they definitley need a pitcher : ). And I'll definitley have a roomate if I go there (kendall). I would just rather it be bigger, but I'm sure it's something that I would eventually like. And I HATE that it's so close to home to where my mom could come to my games and criticize still... ugh. Sooo if Ball State falls through at least I know I have another option before JCC.
Oh... and I think I feel a cold coming on for next Sunday to avoid the embarressment of playing with that retarded team during Fall Ball.

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[04 Oct 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ok so I'm rushing to get a Senior quote in by Thursday I think these are the options thus far:

"Sometimes I think this cycle never ends
we slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again"
-Death Cab "Expo 86"

"I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance..."
-Lee Ann Womack "I Hope You Dance"

"A promise is all about faith. A promise is only as strong as your own faith in your own self..."
-Lee Ann Womack

"Ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...
I wish I knew"
-Brand New "Ok I Believe You, but My Tommy Gun don't"

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[02 Oct 2005|01:47am]
[ mood | hyper ]

wow this weekend was super! lol But yeah the morgue was great, St. James was great (although my hena tattoo thing is smeared), crazy partying...
all it lacked was crazy sex, lol.
ew and now to end it all, I have a softball game tomorrow...

Oh any Senior Quote Ideas?

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[26 Sep 2005|08:55pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So the past few days have sucked.
- rock hit my windshield on the way to ACT's and cracked it
- drove blue car to school and had to park on the street.
- Some bitch ass girl hits me while she tries to park her big ass car in this little spot. I finally looked her up in the yearbook and found out who she was. Her name's Melissa Cohen. But I got her lisence plate # and I don't think it hurt anything although it did leave blue paint. I love how she was all "Im sorry! Did I hit you! Are you ok?" Duh you hit me.
Ugh I can tell this week is going to suck and I've had this headache since I woke up this morning. I just took sleeping pills muahaha.


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[18 Sep 2005|04:54pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Word of advice, DO NOT PUT A CRAPPING 12 YEAR OLD IN TO CATCH FOR A SENIOR!!! gahhh I was going to shoot myself in the foot.

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[18 Sep 2005|12:58am]
- Rory is gay
- The Exorcism of Emily Rose is Amaz.!
- I will never go to Dixie Dozen again
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[29 Aug 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Ok well, Katrina if you decide to stalk me once again, I hope you read this. If it rains tomorrow because of your butt, you will walk beside me all day with an umbrella over my head... since you're enjoying this so much. Lol Anyways, I haven't had a real test or serious homework yet! This is too good to be true.
I saw Rory over the weekend too. That was fun. He made me 4 c-d's lol. Leann said I have the r&b collection they always advertise on tv-- made by Rory.
Ugh I wish I could breathe, it hurts : (

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[16 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
It's funny how many seniors came back today. I don't think I could do that once I graduated. The classes today seemed ok. Not too much homework and nice teachers. However, if I have to walk to the Annex building twice tomorrow I quit! I'm just gonna say Crady you better get this under control or I'm leaving... I have nothing to do with Ypas shit, but somehow I'm in the Annex twice? and for English... hell naw
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[15 Aug 2005|07:09pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Gahhhhhhhh! someone please shoot me!!!

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[12 Aug 2005|02:24am]
drag show... wow
I swear to god if any of you college kids gives me a "drunk call" i will shoot myself in the foot. I'm tired of em.

that is all
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[10 Aug 2005|11:34pm]
Does anyone else find it weird that the class of 2009 will be at Manual this year?
... damn
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[10 Aug 2005|07:37pm]
Oh about the schedule...
Who the hell is D. Wright? And is what I hear about McGeeney true? eesh
I've always worried about having to take that damn class. I needed it last year.. idiots.
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[10 Aug 2005|07:19pm]

1 Adv Physics McKim
2 GreatBooks Kalb
3 Studyskills Stevenson
4 Ap Stats Johnston
5 Adv Humanities McGeeney
6 Aid Livers
7 Adv English Wright
8 Ap Gov Pol Foster

Wow what an amazing day. Had to go to dear ol' Manual (someone shoot me). So while I was out there (hehe I swear I'm not usually a bitch.. most the time) I figured I'd drop by Sandy's. I left her damn bear she gave me (a Snuggles bear) in a plant pot next to the door. So she called me and acted all cool and I was like you havent been home yet have you? So somehow she guessed what I did and fuckin cried. WOW. I mean I was stupid enough to cry over her, but shit... after all her meanness she cried over her damn bear??? Soooo we had a conversation over text messaging a little like this:
Me: poor baby, grow up its kinda like you refusing to give back my shit
Her: Ill give it to you tomorrow.. (And some other stuff over the phone)
Me: I just want my shit so I don’t have to deal with you anymore. So bring it tomorrow or be a stubborn bitch and leave me alone.
Her: If you think Im a bitch your crazy, u don’t treat people you loved or talk to them like you keep doing, all I can say is sorry
Me: Please, you’ve treated me like shit even when we were dating. What goes around comes around, sorry you cant handle that. Good thing you weren’t in my shoes
Her: friends isn’t an option then
Me: excuse, who said anything about that? And its pretty obvious that wont happen
Me: did you find your bear?
Her: do you give a fuck?
Me: Nm
Her: that’s what I thought bitch

Above is the reason I hate most lesbians
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[09 Aug 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | dreading school ]

Gawd! My internet has been fucking up all day and as soon as I finished updating AOL quit on me. Sooo lets try this again.
The Sluggers won the tourney in Georgia this weekend... ew
We (the Purple Wave) also won our tournament in Georgetown. The other team had parents just as bad as Ballard parents. The ump said I increased my speeed 8 mph during the game (he loved me) probably due to being annoyed by the parents. I pitched almost 5 games Sat-Sun. and Kay said I was pitching summer ball today. I was like Kay my arm is sore and I'm being video-taped Thursday to send to coaches. She was like well you better rest up b/c I have no one else. ok.. NO why doesn't anyone ever have the nerve to ask Becca these types of things, she hasnt come to 1 game. She's obviously not too good or we would've gone to State. We worked it out, but Kay seriously made me angry last night. I worked Freshman orientation and now I realized how soon I have to go back to school and how much I'm dreading it. I mean am I the only one who hates Manual this adamantly? Wish I could go to Male. I actually had fun playing softball with them this summer!... imagine that. btw we should know who the new coach is later on, i think. Oh the Georgetown coach actually talked to me yesterday, he said he didn't think I was interested.. ok since when are coaches shy about asking players? Anyways, Georgetown looks within reach, but I don't know if I'd like it there. Im nervous about having to make decisions this year, about applying, and about making the wrong choice. I hope I don't hate college like I do high school. Sigh, one more year in hell.
On another note, I agreed to go see Sandy today (she's living with our mutual friend Shae at the moment) and once again she blew me off. I mean how hard is it to stay home for one day!? All I know is if I do ever go see her again it will only be to take out my frustration... if that means getting my ass kicked w/e. She's such a loser.

sigh I wish Rory was here.

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[01 Aug 2005|10:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

bleh... Rory moved. I was planning on going to Georgia for the ASA Nationals with the Firesux lol, but Debbie Ann didn't have us registered ASA.. foiled again! So much for stalking him. He started school today and said it wasn't all black like he thought it would be. But he seems a little sad still from moving and fighting with his mom... hopefully his stay will be a short one! lol

... hit me up this week i have nothing to do, i think my friends are avoiding me... well just a select few, bleh

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